#130

work full shift today.
i dunno why i woke up so early,at nine plus.
okay maybe nine o'clock.
i have not been sleeping well.
really tired,drained.
heard a super bad news ard 12 plus.
really really sad.
almost cried
then before that already damn sad liao
i feel like
i lost a daddy
i want to go sembawang.
but
i dun think mum allow.
:(
i cant seem to discuss anything with her because she might get angry
i felt like breaking down alot of times today
honestly,lucky joyce was working
and lucky M was working, for one period of time.
lucky my mind still can think of things to laugh at.
i forgot to take a photo of the "joyce" set
its super funny.
it just proves that joyce does not write PROPERLY
sauce can become joyce
i almost cried during break
then joyce started laughing suddenly
and i saw M in the server uniform
i burst out laughing
whatever it is,its super lucky that he forgot to bring his manager shirt
HAHA!
and he kept asking
very funny meh
and he is sarcastic
he says i wear spectacles because i write so small.
his handwriting very big meh
no lor!
and i today the handwriting
double usual liao lor.

right now i still feel like laughing when i think about it
just tht i lost the energy to laugh
and joyce keep acting cute.
super cannot tahan can
miss the times where the three of us work together
):
then joyce do greeter
never get a chance to talk to her la.
partly cos i doing my own stuffs also
did station B in the morning and A at night.
but feel like i doing main runner and A + C at night
at first doing main runner cos the runner not here
then A
then dk why my station suddenly red at A and C
alot somemore
then alot of big tables
i always missing frm my station
got new greeter today
and i notice something
cherry give us shift right
i always doing the same thing in her shift.
can become robot liao
so super boring

people dun need care and concern
when things blow out of proportion
because once words are spoken
the harshness is felt
sadness prevails
and the world comes crashing down

is it selfish if i say it here?
i finally understand what people mean by
drowning themselves in their work