#177

#176

i have this friend.
who called me noob
say i am the most noob de.
but i realised that he was more noob than me.
he is now because i am defaming again hahahaha
i am (very xiao zhang)
lol. i think i like crabby emoticons.
i need to go out soon but this one must defame la hahaha

i told him ttys, tc and he huh?! me

XiaoPei, the Random. is thinking... says (1:10 PM): why u huh me ??
Hunggg. says (1:10 PM): cause yesterday dunno wad u tok ttys
Hunggg. says (1:11 PM): blablabla
XiaoPei, the Random. is thinking... says (1:11 PM): LOL. ttys is talk to you soon
Hunggg. says (1:11 PM): then i realise it means tok to you soon
XiaoPei, the Random. is thinking... says (1:11 PM): HAHAHAHAHAHA. so funny! tc is take care~ LOL LOL LOL. who is the noob one... you right. you you you! haha
Hunggg. says (1:11 PM): no school no work aH? oh. last one lei?
Hunggg. says (1:12 PM): alright. me!

and thats the main point haha

personality test

Name: xiaopei
Date: 6/19/2009
Colorgenics Number: 14052637

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You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

this is freaky because i think i can relate to alot of what is said. and i dont like it cos its so bloody negative

#175

SONGS currently in my head: pictures of you, come back to me
longgy post already!! *reply tags on next post (=*
i shall be a good little kid and update my blog before others complain.

i think crabby is so cute kawaii *insert in your own languages of cute HAHA*

i shall blog from monday~

15 JUNE 2009
monday was spent at home, heartland mall, ACRA, Adelphi, AMKhub and home again. lol
WHYYYYY
woke up and wanted to play maple.
STOP.
no one to call me childish, maple got 2nd edition lor. its cute so i play.
go heartland mall for transition to MRT lol.
Why did i go to ACRA? because my mum want to do dk wat accounting so ask me go with her.
in the end the guy who need to do not there
._.
so the genius me did everything (=
WAHAHAHAHEHEHEHOHOHO
dun ask me what that means. i dont know~~
of course my sister went too
then we went to city hall to adelphi because my laptop spoil )=
again.
waited very very long.
mum and sis keep laughing at me because i was doing stupid things while waiting )=
tell me five working days then will okay.
i SIAN diao immediately.
then went off.
following that,
we took a train to AMK cos sis needed to go for tuition.
and i finally got my PUNK STAR BAG (=
20% disc lei. hahaha
i told you i am lucky.
then homed~
dad picked us up from opp our house to drive us home lol.

16 JUNE 2009
did nothing at home today.
only did a card for sis fren and many failed attempts of a decorative smth
gave up and decided to do everything else on 17th

17 JUNE 2009
did yijun's card today.
completed the decorative smth.
met joyce at one thirty to go bishan.
i went out of the house and turned back because i remembered about her earring.
lol.
i feel that people should not put things with me because i will forget this forget that.
yes i know my memory is bad but i heard that eating food that i like and having things that i want can make my memory become better.
IEPOAIX's theory.
really. its true i think.
people who want my memory to get better should buy me things i want (=
the planning was a bit retarded la.
but yijun was more retarded so yea, u knw. HAHAHA
and so we went to sakae to eat tea time buffet, ended up super bloated.
walked around J8 to overcome the feeling.
went to swensens and the feeling came back hahaha.
HAHA we ordered a cake beforehand and yea, u knw~
cos our dear friend had always wanted an ice cream cake for her bday so i this good friend decided to go buy for her (=
FYI: i wouldnt like ice cream cake for my bday ahahha.
reason is just cos i dont want lor. not that its not nice. its nice but yea~
ended up walking around again then homed~

18 JUNE 2009
worked afternoon shift.
i really cannot stand it already .
later halfway through the shift sy sms me ask me i working is it. he saw me.
then i was like eeyer see le dk how to say hello de
he say he CANT recognize me.
and i said i didnt see him.
he say he so HANDSOME i also cannot see
he say he was at starhub but when i went on a roundabout to find yijun and pass by starhub i didnt see him~
he playing hide and seek sia.
then yijun pei me go to adelphi to collect laptop
later we went to suntec to walk walk at carrefour.
i miss the times where i would push the trolley and just take everything i want.
but it was a no mood lol.
it will come back i guess.
i bought yan yan and nice chocolate.
my bro and mum and this and that likes it.
ME TOO
bro coming back from ARMY on friday~
abit miss that he usually sleeps later than me haha
we then went to HANS to eat.
talk and talk and talk.
OH and did i mention that we got lost alot of times
okay twice only.
we dk how to walk back frm tower 5.
suntec is so bloody big i never want to work there.
dont suan me if you see me working there one day.
haha!
then when we took the train, we got down the wrong escalator .
then we could have taken a shorter escalator to get to where we wanna go but we went all the way up and go down from the right escalator.
we are so smart (=
give me a million claps for that
hahaha
later reached kovan le i walk home.
otw thirsty so go 7-11 buy slurpee
my fav apple ice blend hahaha
no. 1 fav still mermaid freeze from fish co.
who want treat (=
u will get smth priceless frm me (=
my eternal gratitude hahaha
homed~
i. wanna. play. maple.
maple.
maple.
maple.
i think i am very very WHINY

lets just say,
i miss everything about you.
i miss playing catching with you
i miss playing hide and seek with you.
i miss looking high and low for you.
i miss you.

on another note,
i don't want to lose the trust in you.
but.
i don't want to hurt you.

#174

i was talking to my supposed friend called yijun today.
but it turned out that she is not my friend.
she is my sister friend.
i feel so cheated la.
LOL!

we were talking about maple but she side with my sister instead of me la.
say my sister got more potential than me.
then i ask who is her friend.
she tell me JOANNE.
SEE LA. THIS IS MY.... sister's friend.
SO SAD SIA

LOL LOL LOL LOL


[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:35 PM):
i think she got more potential lor!
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:35 PM):
laalalala
XiaoPei, the Random. is not a patient person. says (11:35 PM):
OOI
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:35 PM):
hahahahaha
XiaoPei, the Random. is not a patient person. says (11:35 PM):
TELL ME WHO UR FREN IS
XiaoPei, the Random. is not a patient person. says (11:35 PM):
)=
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:36 PM):
orh
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:36 PM):
joanne
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:36 PM):
lols
XiaoPei, the Random. is not a patient person. says (11:36 PM):
HOHO! I agree with you
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:36 PM):
LMAO
XiaoPei, the Random. is not a patient person. says (11:36 PM):
THANKS AH ^^
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:36 PM):
hahahaaha
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:36 PM):
np!! ^
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:36 PM):
^^
XiaoPei, the Random. is not a patient person. says (11:36 PM):
u two
XiaoPei, the Random. is not a patient person. says (11:36 PM):
i swear i will fame u on my blog
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:36 PM):
LOL!
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:36 PM):
u aso abandon ur blog liao
XiaoPei, the Random. is not a patient person. says (11:37 PM):
u just wait
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:37 PM):
lalalaal
[c=#8000FF]Yi Jun[/c] [i][/i] says (11:37 PM):
who scare who

#173

Kurebiz`: LOL, tell me why are you always insisting that i did smth bad to you~
yu loon: yea. its like so super cute that i feel like smashing it to bits in gratitude for its brain lol
yanling: our topic will still go on okays. you yourself said on that day that he was a she.
Joanne: YA RIGHT. i remember you getting a bit dizzy also wor
yijun: thanks~ (=
yu loon: yeap, for a little while haha
yanling: THE EXXTREME LONNG walk was thanks to you and someone can. ME THE LU CHI KNW THE WAY LO. in the end walk yuan wang lu with u two lol
yijun: yea blogging blogging blogging lol
Joanne: AM NOT! its you la. i wake up at almost 8AM everyday!!
janice: relinked! (=
Ern: you are super whiny you knw, lol

Okay, just an update.

i dk what update i am supposed to update cos i certainly am unable to remember everything that happened from the time i stopped blogging.
so yea.

there is something i want to talk about though...
NOTE: traces of exaggeration and strong emotions will be elicited

its this horrible vehicle operated by a (i would call) monopolist.
i was waiting for a pathetic 15 min but the number i wanted would not come out.
instead, lots of 87, 53, etc popped out,
leaving me stranded under the hot hot sun of god knows that temperature at darn 11.30 plus plus AM
to make things worse to the i swear can be worse than maximum,
i saw 5 to 10 training/ off service BUSES.
YES I AM TALKING ABOUT BUSES.
151 to be exactly specific.
i think i waited for almost half an hour.
if i left house late i am dead.
my whole life would be ruined,
and that would be thanks to dearest lovliest 151 owned by sbs.
its not the first time.
and of all routes those off service buses have to go past. it has to be where i am sitting at, waiting for the 151 to magically appear out of maybe my bag.

irritated xiaopei ends her nonsensical post here.
byebye~
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