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joanne: BYEBYEs dodoooooo Sisterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. =D HOHO!
™yaиliиg (._.*): LOL! if she watch with me, she suffer man, i watch movie quiet one.
Yijun: LOL, are you sure its a love poem?
YIANPING: he is my fiance!!!!!!!!!! how can you not know.
™yaиliиg (._.*)-->YP: lol, yanling, he wont get jealous la, her whole heart with him liao
YIANPING: LOL!

#46

work yesterday was okay la.
my customers got good and bad one.
the bad one is HORRIBLE.
the good one is NICE.
i mean, if u are so rich, dun eat at fish and co. go eat at fullerton.
idiot.
dun have to bai jia zi. act like some rich lady.
i am not your maid hello.
the good one keep playing around with me.
they leave already i still a little bit sad sia.
haha.
its a table for five and from the start i like that table. hahaha
maybe cos they know how to joke.
i ask if he wanted ice water, then he say 'you say lei.' in a joking manner.
then theirs was a birthday table. but they celebrate not within 3 days of the bday, so sadly, no 10%.
when i told them, one said aiya, should have said ya. the funny guy said wat the toooooot, LOL.
funny to hear.
then cos they had a very nice looking birthday cake(cos there are strawberries on top), i decided to clear their table so that they can have fun eating the cake.
the funny guy asked me if i could clear the fish blocks for them. then i said okay. i wanted to take it. guess wad he did.
HE HUGGED IT and refused to give it to me. LOL! imagine la. a big guy hugging three fish blocks. SUPER FUNNY.

hmmm, for today.. i had a ridiculous dream. was talking to sy the night before.
then talk until i forgot the time. i thought it was only one plus but it was three plus already.
o.o
watched huan huan ai after he went offline.
NICE LA THAT SHOW!
good plus bad = perfect match!
then i went off to sleep after mum wake up and scold me.
work started out at 12 and ended at 5.
was kinda fun cos there was turtle colassol, spicy crawfish spagetti, the two calamaris and chili crab. LOL! work = have fun. but then, i kept sneezing, until about 2 like that. pek chek la! who is the one scolding me, admit it hor.
mervyn suddenly came in. then needless to say, shocked la.
then cheryl say. see that face, confirm oversleep one.
lol.
after tht, there was a table. then cheryl say they are gay. HAHAHAHAHA. so bad la!
my tables today got one funny table again. (table for 3)
when i send bill to them, the customer tell me.
cust guy A: you know, just now she said she want to bring home your pan.
girl: you know, just now he say he want to take home your (forgot what tht thing is called.)
so lame la. but then these kind of customers are better then ahem, zhuai customers.
then i did main runner station for one hour.
i think i got jie pi zhen.
i do main runner station cfm plus stamp must make until my station spick and span one.
if not i buay tahan. lol
okay, then after tht went to have dinner.
dont wish to elaborate. okays.
byebye

#45

ytd got work. 5 to 10. quite sian, because i dont know why. . . ): but work yesterday overall okay la. my customers all quite nice lei. ^^ somehow, working there reminds me of ouran high school host club. ._. its like we are the hosts and they are the customers, and we have to make them happy. tee hee. schedule will be out today only. FINALLY. then i can plan my life. or so ric says. i want a new uniform because washing it all the time is a big big big big *sighs* HASSLE. everyone has 2 la. xiaopei only has one and she is workinggggg everydayyyyy.
._. talk about unfairness. >.<

im currently watching why why love.

good girl plus bad boy. quite compatible lei. ^^ heh,
meeting yijun for lunch later, okay byebye now.
i will reply any tag replies tonight ya, now too lazy to do anything except watch why why love.
i like K, but i like M more!!
MLoves!!!!

#44

TAG REPLIES : D

jingz: ahem ah. is someone you dun know la. lol. the price of that dessert is sometimes one dollar and sometimes two dollars.
™yaиliиg (._.*): yea, touching. why wont tear if i watch with her?

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okay, work ended early today. 10.01 can leave alr. sia la! come 3 new staff OJE. xiaopei currently dont like them. ): feel kinda bad cos i dont know them and i sort of jump into conclusions about them. THAT IS SO MEAN!! but then. haiya. dont know what to say. i hope get to know them better then not like that liao lor. same as ytd the new staff. i think now the only new staff i kan shuang is that bing something one. he do main runner damn zai la. but he clean the cutlery ah. . . . nothing to say. lol. but at least i think he is better. hmmmm. still got what. bought bread home and as usual, they continued their rantings about me working. WELL, WHATEVER. i went to work earlier then usual. then i was seeing manager on duty tmr is who. lol. then i saw one person the name MC MC MC MC MC MC. aiya, alot of MC one la. then i was like, eh, so weird one. lol. then i was telling ashley how come so weird one. then we were discussing. maybe he kena dengue or chicken pox. LOL.

ok, bye

#43

"With this note, I give you a gift from my heart.
A necklace that represents my love to you.
But the necklace alone doesn’t come close to what I feel about you.
Because the only thing that represents my love,
Is you, and only you.
So when you wear this,
you will make the necklace complete.
Because YOU are the shape of my love.
Not just some heart studded with diamonds on a necklace.
You are more than that.
You mean everything to me."
OMG. i will gladly fall in love with him. >.<

#42

man, i really really wanna be happy again. and the only way is looking at Dai YT. god, i really miss him. ): AND HE IS BACK!!! he is the only one that can make me happy just by looking at his photo. teehee. i am so happy!!

so cool! ^^


somehow, this picture reminds me of ahem...

i cant get enough of him!! hahaha. ^^ mood gets better already.

*peace!*

#41

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yanling: not you jiu dui le. hahahha. its not confusin. its nice.
jingz: lol, yea, i treat u to the one dollar plus two dollar one. hahaha

just got back from plaza sing with huda and joyce.
we went to plaza sing to celebrate joyce birthday.
watched cyborg she.
its a good movie.
Rating: 4/5
note: spoilers ahead.

the show started off with the year 2008. the guy was alone, buying a birthday present for himself (pitiful. he is the SKY OF LOVE GUY!*not hiro*). as he paid for the present, he thought about the previous year when he met a girl at that department store. the show started playing the scenes of the previous year. the flashback ends. he goes to the same restaurant he goes every year. then she comes back! imagine his happiness. quite a few things happen so i will just fast forward to the ending because i dont want to spoil the show too much.
apparently, there is this girl who comes back to the present after the big earthquake which killed the cyborg. this girl is the one who owns the cyborg after the cyborg was repaired after the earthquake. note that she came from the future where the technology is so advanced. she looks exactly like the cyborg. and bought the cyborg. she manages to enter the memory of the cyborg. from there, she knew everything about the guy. and somehow, she had this urge to move back to the past to meet him, before the cyborg's memory chip. therefore, she took the time machine and went back to the past to meet the guy. she went to meet him in 2007. she fell for him the first time she saw him. therefore, the confusion here is that there are 2 girls who fell for one guy. and they look exactly the same, except that one is a robot and one is a human, both from the future. the human went to his life in 2007 but went back, and came back after the earthquake when the cyborg died. she decided to stay with him. this is a love story that can touch your hearts, if you are able to understand, and feel their hearts~.

this show is rather confusing and you really have to be quiet and understand the show in order to know what is going on. the flashbacks here and there are rather good though and i rather like the graphics. there are maybe a few parts where it was quite boring, but it was actually overall full of laughter and yea, you might just cry. cry for the fact that some people love another so much. talk about unrequited love. ._. i am sidetracking.

suddenly i dont want to be left alone...

this feeling is really making my mood down and *sighs*

#40

(edited at 09.51PM 24AUG2008)
just got back from thomson plaza. that place which i absolutely hated in the past cause i always felt there was nothing there...


today, went to eat at a restaurant called peach garden.

http://www.peachgarden.com.sg/index1.html

its seriously cool!

we had dim sum there.

and for dessert there was those pancake and TADAH! PULUT HITAM WITH ICE CREAM!

omgggg,,, cool cool cool!

but the bad thing was i was awaken by mother at TEN EARLY IN THE MORNING. ):

ohwell, its worth it. SUPER WORTH IT TO GET PULUT HITAM!

talking about pulut hitam, i have been having it for like 3 days in a row alr. dad bought it for me ytd night also. so when i got home, i had that for supper. lol. although i was full. then when i was left with the last mouthful, dad said, how come i didnt keep any for him. WHOOPS. hahaha. then he say he joking la. okay, back to dim sum. the food there is real good i have to say. no biasness because there is pulut hitam for dessert.

the environment there resembles that of a hongkong dimsum outlet, which is wow, cool. except that it is not as busy over there compared to those in the hongkong shows. i like the setting, comfortable. the peking duck was nice, so was the dim sum. they had this custurd bun that they gave us because they made us wait super long for the chee cheong fan. tht was great i tell you! i am one who NEVER eats that but when i ate it. O.O. DAMN NICE! hmmm, what else. there was this century egg prawn. OMG! that was NICE!!! the taste is wow. really good. then there was this cute little penguin stuffed with bean paste in it. not bad too. the texture outside was like those deepfried mantou.

a picture of he lil penguin without one eye. haha

the pulut hitam (1)

the pulut hitam (2)

let me describe a little bit about the pulut hitam. it was not very sweet, which i think is a good point. the ice cream blended quite well with the dessert, although i think that if the flavor was coconut it would be much better, (the flavor of the ice cream was vanilla.) the really really good and nice part of this dessert was the coconut flesh was still on the coconut! that means that you can scrape it and eat the coconut dipped in pulut hitam! the effect, HEAVENLY~. okays, and that is about all.

after that we went to fairprice to buy some stuff and i bought my $0.87 strawberry pocky!! ^^ and we went home.

i have work later... 0.0 holidays have barely started...

please note, they did not pay me to advertise them. AHAHA. the waiting time for the dishes was quite long, considering that the food was ordered before everything and we still had to wait. wait. wait. and when we asked them about the food. (FOUR OF THEM) all they told us was. okay, i check for you. and they didnt get back to us. hmmm. that is not very good huh. but the manager or something knew we were kinda pissed and gave us more attention. so yea, they did attempt to make things better. most of the staff there looked blur and unhappy, and looked like they wanted to bite our heads off or something when we were just innocently sitting there eating.

Rating: 8.5/10.

one last thing. frozen sweet pears are DELICIOUS. please try that if u have the time. delicious! ^^

~*~*~*~

never work today in the end. got enough staff la!
work for what.
._.
so in the end i came home. and slack. teehee

#39

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BIRTHDAY KID TODAY!

JOYCE

i am risking my dear life by posting ur pictures.

BUT I AM STILL GONNA DO IT.

#38

TAG REPLIES :D

yijun: haha, its okay la.
yanling: haha, must see first, if got impt people ask me out first i ps you. HAHAHA. and i didnt animal abuse. she ran in herself. >.<

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okays, today was a boring day, for the morning la. in the afternoon, met class for outing to the jap summer festival. got nothing much there. actually have, but its at night then have one. then in the end, we left early and headed to tampines mall.
._.
so we ate long johm silver, and some of us PANGSEH us to go play arcade. SO NO YI QI ONE. after dinner, we went back to the arcade. and i played one i dunno how to play game. lol. i prefer daytona.... :'( I WANT TO PLAY DAYTONA!!!! >.<
and so we went home. tired le.

#37

today is such a short day. went to work at five, which means i left house at four. took my own sweet time to walk there and thus reached only at 4.45pm. hahaha. work started out pretty boring because there were no customers. FOR ONE HOUR LEI. until abt 7 then got people i think. then the queue was ohmymothergod long. then we were quite rushed for the next 4 hours or so. the queue was never ending la.....

then got one table. HAIYO! damn angry with that idiot. listen to what freaky mp3 when i am talking to him, then keep making me repeat. stupid idiot, and give me a pek chek face when he is the freaking one at fault for not opening his ears properly.

i went to take GARLIC lemon butter sauce. then mervyn sudenly ask me.
Mervyn: why some of you so scared of me?
Me: har?
Mervyn: they say some of you server very scared of me lei.
Me: eh, cos u fierce ma
Mervyn: *smiles to himself* fierce ah.
*i was there getting prepared to get scolded because that time yijun say mervyn fierce, (not even to his face) mervyn went to tell yijun, i am not fierce, i am just strict with the way i handle things. and therefore i was shocked at his reaction.*

today a lot of people want lemon butter sauce. i think i took lemon butter sauce for like 4 times. serene tell me i sure get scolded by mervyn one.
serene: lemon butter sauce again ah?
me: ya
serene: haiyo, he sure scold you one.
me: ya, i also think so lei.
the ending was TENG TENG TENG TENG. mervyn didnt scold me! hahaha


okays, and that is work for today, i am now safely home and i dont smell of fish and co anymore because i bathed already. OMG! shit, i locked my cat in the toilet and i forgot to let her out. oh man, bye

#36

mother is at the other side of the house thumping hard on the keyboard, sending a HATE mail to some idiotic dumbotic spastic fool who made a hell out of a noise because of some freakity cheque. seriously, its just a stupid cheque. CAN TAKE OUT THE MONEY ONE WAD. IT IS M1. WHICH IS QUITE LIQUID. SO WHAT IS THE DAMN POINT OF BLOWING UP THE MATTER... NO BRAIN MEANS NO BRAIN. seiously, if she is so rich, she should go get a surgery to insert some SMART brain cells inside her 'only have air between her two ears' head. dun wish to mention names. sometimes, i just wish my mom would quit this job that pays her although well but the people working there just. SUCK.

i just got back from gym with yijun. we went to eat at kopitiam. then play arcade. . . i want ds lite~ :( :( :( *sighs and starts to cryyyyyy* okay exaggerative drama here. i like drama! teehee. then we went to walk ard and now i am back home!

.... only to go out again later for *sighs again* WORK.

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darren: haha, yea, change again. i like to change blogskins one. hahaha.
joanne: WAT ACT CUTE. got lollipop. teehee.
yanling: ._. you where got good girl. erm, and why you "jie..."?
yianping: haha, yea. i wont go mention to them la. haha. anyway thanks!
janice: yea. this one has LOLLIPOP!
jingz: u tell me lei. now i am SUPER FREE. u are the busy one at the mo... but then must discuss one week in advance.
yanling: hahaha. okay, must book one week in advance. lol.

thanks peeps, esp yl and yp. you guys are good friends. (:(:

#35

today marks the end of my papers!

YAY! im so happy, im so glad that i met you. i want to thank you for being so .... (I FORGOT THE LYRICS LIAO. from the merci chocolate one. LOL!)

end of exams = go SIAO

okay, i stayed throughout the paper today, probably cos i was thinking and thinking and thinking. and daydreaming instead of stepping out of the class. after paper went to AMKhub to change joyce schedule. JOYCE YOU OWE ME ONE. today ric was there lo. then i pretend to write schedule, kena working like EVERYDAYYYYYYY. he see me only say ' only can add, cannot minus ah' WAH SIAN, lucky i cancel before he say or see. hahahhaa. then i took a bus to compass point - 86. a long journey but BUT BUT i didnt sleep at all lei. then i went to the lib to dunno do what. then i took 119 home... compass point. too many things that made me recall everything. maybe it was a good thing, but maybe it was a bad thing too. although i finally got the answer, but i really dont want to know. why do you always appear just when i thought i forgot about you... i thought i could do it, but everything came undone when i saw you again. *sighs.* i really really really want to forget you already. very xinku. ): yet, another part of me was so glad when i saw you. AHHHHHHH! SO WEIRD SO WEIRD SO WEIRD! dunno why so weird.

i cant wait for next week!! when i get to meet huda again. (:(: joyce and yijun ah, dun really miss. cos i see them so frequently lately. teehee. going out with yijun tmr. then at night working. then sat gg out with class. then sunday ah, free day for me. but gg to hospital to visit ah gong i think. monday meeting them. yijun can make it liao, but she joining us later. tuesday wed thur fri sat sun i think working lei. damn, i forgot what schedule i put.

okays, and so after the paper and after getting home, i played with my dog for a while. then i called her to my room, and she fell asleep with me on the bed. haha. the only one in the fam who will allow her to sleep on the bed is me. dun understand why the rest dun allow. although is dog, but then why must she sleep floor then we sleep bed. okay, and so i slept till yijun's phone call woke me up in shock. LOL. i was in deep shock la!
okays, i think thts alot alr.
sayounara~

#34

心情好不好要靠自己！xiaopei 要加油！！ 只要笑一笑，没真么事情过不了！

happy things to make people laugh to be happy!! (:(:

look at the silly cat's guilty face...

one of yijun and my note writing sessions.

I LOVE NOTEWRITING. (influenced by alex and rosie frm 'Where rainbows end.')

north vista in the dark. i was at dad's fren house which was beside nv. HAHA

my 3120!! the first first-hand phone of mine...

sparky looking guilty for snatching my shirt... and even wanted to bite me when i wanted to take it back!

another one. SO KAWAIII!!

trying to act emoooo. hahaha. i think i failed. cos i was laughing.

i think not only POA made me mad. wads the first paper? tht paper made me mad too.

forgot this one is what happen take de. lol.

do i pass in emoing? hahahhahahaahah.

just feel like wanting peace.....

okays, zilian ends here. lets all smile. (:

#33

counter of the itunes restarted. i am just randoming. i have been staying at grandma house. so didnt get to use the internet.. the uncertainties. i am learning to stand on my own feet again. i dont wish to depend on anyone anymore. unless i find the courage to trust again. that is going to take a lot. meanwhile, things will go on as per normal. i dont want to make any more changes. i am not going to be the one to pick up the pieces either. if that is the end, then it is the end. some things just cannot be said out loud. or there would be no meaning already. things seem to be a bit clearer now, but these clear things seem to make me more confused then ever. BMGT and MACRO are over and all is left is BLAW and POA. i am not really worried about these 2 subjects probably because i already have other things to worry about. maybe things should be changed, but lets talk about this after my last paper, when i take my long bus rides to wherever the bus takes me. (not wind.) i want to find somewhere familiar. and its time to go there. for the first time this year... i finally found out the reasons why people emo. they emo because they are sad about something but are unable to put it across in words and because they care. so dont look down on them. all they ever wanted is people to understand them, ask them, show them concern. and be there for them. i think i am slowly giving up hope. why dont you see from the quarrels the help that i am seeking from you?


current music: All you wanted by michelle branch. if only it was a guy singing that song...

#32

My mood has been not very good recently… the recent spate of events made me totally unmotivated. I don’t wish to do anything at all. I even feel like quitting the job… I am starting to get dissatisfied with everything. Maybe the need to be loved is getting a little bit too over. I really don’t know. From young, I learnt to depend on only myself. In my world, you can say there is no can you help me this can you help me that. It’s just me doing everything alone. When I am faced with fear, all I look up to for help is myself. Perhaps this independence is what everyone is trying to attain, but all I wanted was more care and concern from you two. Is being sensible that good a thing? I don’t see any good in it. All I see is that I am being neglected. You don’t seem to understand me. ‘She has been insecure from young.’ I don’t know if you realize that I am too insecure but I just don’t show it. From young, I tell myself how happy I am. Everything is perfect. But life is full of imperfections isn’t it? My world is now crashing down. Right now, everything I deemed as perfect is no longer perfect. It’s the feeling of jealousy. It’s not supposed to feel this way isn’t it? It’s not easy to pretend that I am happy all the time when all I ever wanted was to break down and cry. Don’t you see it? I also want someone to be there to tell you guys that I need to be loved. It’s of no use if I am the one asking for the love. I thought it didn’t matter, but it matters to me, it matters a lot to me. A whole lot more then you think. Maybe you don’t see the reason behind why I don’t seem to be getting well. Maybe you don’t see the reason behind why I keep working to keep myself occupied. Maybe you don’t. I know the answer only too well myself. I don’t want to stay at home and get into more quarrels that make me even more upset with the upset that I am already feeling. maybe you don’t seem to see that I want just that a little bit more attention from you. Why do I feel that you don’t understand me but you seem to understand her and I get jealous when all the while I am the one trying to pull your relations closer? I am the one who is telling you all how you should talk to her, the one telling you how she might be feeling. I don’t need a thank you. But why don’t you show me more care like how you are showing her? I have so many things to tell you. But I don’t know how. I don’t know how to tell people I need help, because I always depended on myself. I am really tired. I really don’t know what to do anymore. I am sick of being independent. Then came the incident of her dropping something and breaking it at the shopping mall. I was the one who voiced out the fear that she might be facing. i know you sent her a sms to apologize. But you lied. You told me you were just deleting messages. I don’t know what hurt more, the fact that you lied or the fact that you never apologized to me when I felt upset for being scolded for something that I didn’t do. But it really hurt a lot. Talking about this is making me cry but I have to talk about it, not in your face that is. You probably will never know about the amount of questions I have in my mind that I want to throw in your face. You will never know.

All I wanted was somebody who cares.
I now want somebody to take me away from here.
And that person is not a friend… neither is that person a ‘family’

Laying behind this mask,
The girl questions herself.
What can be done,
To salvage the harm,
She inflicted by keeping mum.
The need to be seen,
And the need to be heard,
Came crashing the moment she awoken.
Sitting alone,
With tears being her only comfort,
She asks again.
How can she change it all.

#31

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BIRTHDAY KID TODAY!!
ALVIN

pictures of alvin to show that alvin is SUPER camera shyyyyyyy.
SEE! refuse to look at the picture...

his bday cake, which is super cool. top layer is lemon flavor, bottom layer is blackforest which has wine inside. COOL MAN.

the kids table. hahaha

the PSP addicted sister...

the kid's plate. hahahahaha. ITS NOT MY PLATE.

more pictures of him being CAM shy.. hahahha. the pictures are all taken with my cousin frm france.

tata for now! ^^

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YIANPING: lol, aiya, feel bad to reject lei. haha
yanling: yes, that was rejection. hahaha, go complain la. im sure ur MUMMIE will believe me. huh! eh.. dunno who today remind me that she owe me TEN bucks hor, yanling....
jingz: YO! ya, damn sian now school. holidays are coming!!! then i can meet u after sch to eat at the kopitiam. LOL...
yuloon: medicine was invented to murder people like me who dont know how to swallow pills. hahahha, not really touched unless dad and mum make noise...
yijun: wad people?yanling: i dun miss you la. see you so many times. haiyo!
jingz: my projects are ending already. hahahaha. i noe the blanks. you are almost "SURVIVING." hahaha, bear with it ba. this yr end then no more liao. ^^
kurebiz: OMG! for real??!! COOL!
darren: relinked!

#30

had a long day today. not because of work. work was so slack today. people are prob sleeeping from god knows what. anyway, after work go home to bathe to go out for dinner. dun really like to go out for dinner with fam cos must dress up if not blahblahblah. everything becomes so fake la. anyway, today quite enjoyable cos the people tht i really detest didnt turn up. we took up 2 tables at the relatively small outlet located at serangoon there. the 70% blah blah and 30% blah blah place. i dun really like the waitress attitude. thinks tht she has AP. wadever. today food quite nice. i think its acceptable. of course acceptable la. one table 300 plus lei. TWO TABLES. go count urself. next. we celebrated my aunty bday. champange of 1200 plus per bottle. tastes nice okay. i forgot the year liao. the taste is unforgettable though. best that i ever tasted so far. then they bought a Durian cake from emicakes. i certainly can vouch that it is not cheap. mother told me something shocking and scary today. lol. cant forget it. but not gg to mention it. then we went to heartland mall popular but they say they are closed. then we say want buy printer ink only. then i continue tmr

#29

haven been pretty free lately. probably cos i was doing other stuff aside from studying. there are somethings which have been going on lately. okay. last week national day preview got chance to watch, this week also. but i am workinggggggggggggggggg. :(:( really sad la. okay. i dun need anyone's comments about 'see la! work la!' i am just grousing. so keep quiet. dun need those comments that make me even more negative. work has been quite fun lately actually. other than that, i have not been doing much. pretty tired these days. went to work till five today, then slacked in fish and co waiting for joyce to finish her dinner there because i was stuck in one corner unable to move. ending up doodling on the schedule book, and including the birthday dates of people there. hahahahaa, crazy one. I TELL YOU A BIG SECRET. I DIDNT ADD IN MY OWN. HAHAHAHAHA! and joyce never notice. AHAHAHHAAHA. SO FUNNY I TELL YOU. lol. after work then we go to mac to meet yijun to study. not much done hor. sian liao. then we went home. sort of ps yijun, feel bad. *gomen ne.*

难道认真的要等到失去了才懂得后悔吗？

things are starting to get bleak and blurry. :( and i dun like it.

#28

TAG REPLIES

yanling: okay, confessing to me. another one. you all ah, BE STRAIGHT can. LOL. first is has, then is youu.
yijun: not emoing la............. ^^
darren: THANK YOU. heh heh.
yanling: i told you tht you are a bad girl, dun believe me. cos u are a bad girl, wanjing dun miss u. wanjing: hahaha. ya lor. all of us are missing each other.
yijun: npnp.
yuloon: im not doing fine... im sick again: (
kurebiz: LOL to that.
yanling: got la, updating liao.

i havent been updating. all of the sudden so sian. sian of everything. i have been working everyday la. until now i am sick again. yesterday, i was working and i felt sick. i feel so cold. then i whole body aching. then i headache. when i got home, i cant even stand properly, much less walk properly. the feeling is horrible man. then i took temperature. realised got fever. :( :( sore throat is reallllly bad. wah, damn sad la. )': i cant even eat properly. sneezing makes my throat really pain. talking too. yesterday night i was talking to joyce, then i just dozed off like that. omg, feel so bad la. i work on sat sun mon tue wed. not working today cos i am SICK. fri sat sun working again. because of 1.5 (JOYCE ask me de.) then next week i dun want to work liao. until after 21 august. i wonder if i have enough time. should have la, since i am always the last min chiong de. lol. my o level is like that pass one. lol. but its diff la. cannot compare. oh ya! i decided to go on budget from the 5th to the 21st august. ^^ joyce told me not to cos she say the feeling is horrible. and i think some people owe me money lei. haiyo. i sian liao. another day then update.....

#27

before i forget....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE BIRTHDAY KID TODAY!!

JIA XIN

a picture of the bday boy emoing after the test. haha (taken frm class blog)

okay, and so after the i dun really think there is much to talk about it test, our class (majority, ok fine. nine of us) went to celebrate jiaxin bday. that was after CAREFUL consideration. lol. why so? we discussed about the dinner frm the test room to canteen one to the bus stop. people must think we love the sch so much that we refuse to go home, ok kidding. whatever. i talking rubbish. so we ended up at jurong point. we wanted to watch mummy but we didnt cos the timing was real late and there were only three girls ok. *scared.* lol. so we went to eat at fish and co and requested for a bday rap (jia xin dunno. lol.) their bday rap was a letdown man.... fishandcoAMK totally rocks now. lol. the food there was okay, apart frm the shocking fact that they did not have NEW YORK FISH AND CHIPS~! and no spicy crawfish spaghetti as well. OH MAN, SAD. i was looking forward to that la..... okay, then we went home. *sleepy eyes are closing*

(off to play orangeshark!! (:(:)

#26

TAG REPLIES :D

yijun: find one day go eat together lor. lol.
kurebiz: i can, I JUST DID. :))
janice: YES, i am gg to change it again, because somone says my blogskin look like someone elses'!!
Debrah: HEY!!! hahaha. so long then tag. lol.
jotan: oh man, i really want to give up everything here and go aust to join you man, everything here seems to suck.
yuloon: okok, i typed wrongly. LOL. i didnt notice you know.
Yanling: EH YOU DID LOR! bully still dare to say. DODO
Has: stop confessing to me already. you just did it on msn. LOL
yanling: when did i ignore you?
yijun: yayaya, i type wrong. YAYAYA. no papaya please.

im here to blog about yesterday. we were supposed to meet at 6.oopm. i skipped BMGT again, so went home after DSS. lol. then went out to meet msn gang without yijun cos she had rehearsal. we were supposed to watch mummy. in the end never watch, cos dun have enough tickets. LOL, cheryl sent us all a message telling us not to be late but then, but then. SHE LATE. LOL, ok la, not very late. i think i am only late when i am meeting yijun cos she most of the time reach earlier or exactly on time. plus, i meet her in the morning when i just wake up. just wake up sure will dilly dally one la. lol. tht explains the reason for me always being late. joyce they all ah... dun need to say, she confirm later then me one. ok, rare occasions she earlier. OOPS. BIG SECRET OUT. *hahahahha* we went to LJS to eat. i shared a meal cheryl cos she was not very hungry and i was not either. llol. bought SPRITO. ^^ then after the meal we walked ard. go daiso, saw jiaqi. so shocked! didnt noe how to react. shock wad! she just finished school. then they bought drinks but i bought mine the moment i reached PS. LOL. tht drink is so addictive! i like it! haha. joyce's intro. we went home after sitting at the kopitiam for half an hour. WE WENT TO JIGSAW WORLD!! (:(:(:(:(: i like that place. so many nice pictures. i like the house one. haha, and the pikachu rounded head one, and the stitch one. but i like the one picture most! the house de. i fell in love with it the moment i stepped into the shop that time, but it is soooooo EXP. wont buy. it will be damn sweet if a boyfriend gets that for his girlfriend for her birthday. its like fixing their future together. lol. think too far. but i think i will scold the boyf. so exp lei!! then we went home.

currently in the need of comfort but really shunning away from everyone.

i can find the direction no more.

was there even a direction for me in the first place?

all is lost,

blasting music in the most hurting way.

i never thought it would feel this way,

you never really cared...

i dont know what to call this place anymore.

#25

currently waiting for lms lesson to start... somehow, i dont feel happy. but 又不可以讲。very suffocating. really very suffocating. i never wanted to find the definition of happiness, but now, i want to know, i want to know the definition of happiness. i badly want to know about it. the weird thing about everything is that i always thought it was so simple, but everyone around me seems to be so complicated. hiding feelings. is it that easy? i am having a hard time pretending, i really am. today, i totally dont feel like socialising. i feel like shit and i seriously dont feel like saying anything. i dont feel like telling anyone anything nice. i just feel like going to one corner and do what i like without the care and concern of anyone. call me selfish, i dont care. this is just what i am picking up from everyone around me. ever know how it feels like to be alone? i just feel like being alone. i dont feel like understanding anyone or whatsoever.

you never cared though you said you did. all you cared about was yourself.

i think its enough. i had enough of all these rubbish.