counter of the itunes restarted. i am just randoming. i have been staying at grandma house. so didnt get to use the internet.. the uncertainties. i am learning to stand on my own feet again. i dont wish to depend on anyone anymore. unless i find the courage to trust again. that is going to take a lot. meanwhile, things will go on as per normal. i dont want to make any more changes. i am not going to be the one to pick up the pieces either. if that is the end, then it is the end. some things just cannot be said out loud. or there would be no meaning already. things seem to be a bit clearer now, but these clear things seem to make me more confused then ever. BMGT and MACRO are over and all is left is BLAW and POA. i am not really worried about these 2 subjects probably because i already have other things to worry about. maybe things should be changed, but lets talk about this after my last paper, when i take my long bus rides to wherever the bus takes me. (not wind.) i want to find somewhere familiar. and its time to go there. for the first time this year... i finally found out the reasons why people emo. they emo because they are sad about something but are unable to put it across in words and because they care. so dont look down on them. all they ever wanted is people to understand them, ask them, show them concern. and be there for them. i think i am slowly giving up hope. why dont you see from the quarrels the help that i am seeking from you?
current music: All you wanted by michelle branch. if only it was a guy singing that song...
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