#245

READY FOR FEB?

:D

i decided to skip the talkings about school presentations because they are not fun.

and so.

03 Feb 2011

MET COUSIN TODAY! (:

like meet once and she is gonna go back to aussie again ):

and though majority of the shops were closed, we still ventured around.

we went to BK to chat and then went to cold storage to walk around then went to watsons then went to really just walk around aimlessly. i love days like this. just waste the day away with people you love, walk around aimlessly and talk abt really just anything that comes into your mind.

04 Feb 2011

was really rotting at home till i think i would really rot. and then practically woke up when i was told we cant meet at marina sq. and so i finally breathed the fresh air after cooping myself at home TRYING HARD to do my report. starbucks with anqi and zhengyao and then we started walking ard to here and there before finally going home! and i started to face reality of projects again after going home. LOL

08 Feb 2011

Jap youth forum! okay this one must say. cos my group came in second during the competition even though our jap all . . . . . HAHAHA and we had this royce biscuit as prize which i think is niceeee! :D (oh and i think those japanese are cute and shuai. HAHAH!)

09 Feb 2011

TAYLOR SWIFT CONCERT! aww my first paid concert! with haslinda :D weeee taylor swift's awesome! and she sang quite alot of those songs which i liked, like enchanted, sparks fly, speak now, back to december, mine, etc! :D and yeah we were one of those bad audience who went to the railings to take a closer look. LOL! and made a new friend from melbourne who came from aussie to see her concert. AWESOME. and haslinda kept going to the toilet again and again cos she was so nervous! HAHA

11 Feb 2011

went to study alone at toa payoh's coffee bean before meeting the rest at night. actl nice ambiance there. :D KBox at Balestier with anqi, yijun, zhengyao and his friend. oh no that name was just on the tip of my brain. oh gosh i hate my memory. and so after singing (they cut off the song automatically one ): ) we went off to eat tauhuay! then we started to go home. we were epic and lost our way. LOL. and something epic while we were waiting for cab. we were waiting for cab also because something epic happened. so it was an epic night overall. LOL. yeah yeah. some white shirt guy stole our cab. (in front of our very own eyes) seriously do these people still exist? take away the mws incident. cos they went opposite to take the cab so they are still nice (: yeah im biased. IDC!

14 Feb 2011

went to school to take final test for CCM. okay CCM is down im so glad. :D then went to jurong point's starbucks to wait for A.DLH! and someone late luh. and i can see how those people stop people and laughing at those couples who were holding bears. omg they are so mean. then ate at kopitiam after tht because wendys was too crowded! HOMEEEEEEEEEED!

16 & 17 Feb 2011

Etrial test and BTT! okay i passed. but it was really easy i realized. like i jing zhang for nothing. stupid me. but i know FTT's gonna be diff ):

18 Feb 2011

went to study at novena's starbucks in the afternoon cos there was a dinner there at night. i like that place. and i finished a book there. i mean storybook. LOL. its that nice to do things that u like. HAHA! gosh my lao ma make me angry can. late for like one hour 20 min and when i call to ask nicely where were they she was like dont ask me stupid qns can. grrrr. with my temper, i would alrd have been omw home if its my friend! oh and dinner was not very . . . nice. HAHA

19 Feb 2011

overnight study at cathay's starbucks after watching no strings attached with yijun! actually i like tht movie. idk how come i can sort of relate to the female lead's thinking. and i like one statement by the guy

"If you miss me. you can’t text, you can’t email, you can’t post it on my Facebook wall. If you really miss me, you come and see me.”

This guy has got the whole essence there in this sentence.

21 Feb 2011

overnight study with wenyi at mac! and there was this realization i made but up till tdy still cant rmb. okay i vaguely remember saying this but i'll say this again. "i hate my memory" ): and there was this table of guys who cmi after 5am and zao. one was frm NP. LOL. (we win :D) bought breakfast for family and slept till ten before studying againnnnnn

25 Feb 2011

BURNS IF (:

oh and i spend like majority of my weekends at liang court with yijun doing proj/studying haha!

#244

i'll just do everything except prepare for my exams.

):

i should stop procrastinating!

okay update! :D

it's been so long since i updated that i know there's gonna be lots of updating to do.

LOL.

thank god i have a planner/scheduler to keep my life in check.

who invented it? really a genius. cfm a market cos people like me forget their plans.

i'm looking out for really brave things to do in 2011.

milestone kind of thing. :D

31 Dec 2010

Met ashley to study tgther!

successfully finished my jap homework while she was revising her korean.

Mac is really conducive at clarke quay!

Met yijun, then LY, then Amanda, then Audrey, then Zhengyao for dinner at Central!

aww man, watami was full! ):

their food's really good.

then they exchanged presents and tadah!

we went off to walk around and check out helipad.

ended up choosing to sit by the river.

THEN LAST MIN MOVE TO JOIN THE BIG CROWD.

01 Jan 2011

spent the last few minutes of 2010 and first few minutes of 2011 with the girls.

i like clarke quay better when it's all quiet because it's so relaxing.

homed after that to sleep.

Went to K with yijun in the morning till like 6pm.

then went to walk around i think before going homeeee.

02 Jan 2011

i think we started this day by studying/chionging projects. why my planner didnt state. LOL i'm so dependent on my planner. and on the 03 Jan, School reopen. so its been a bore. JOKING. because school is hectic the moment it opened. ):

and so nothing exactly exciting happened, except

08 Jan 2011

Went Kbox with wenyi, youwei and his friend nicholas! i think all four of us are so funny. cos we are sick and can barely talk (don't say sing) but we still meet to sing cos i think paisei to back out like last minute. HAHA.

now that i check my planner, i realize i haven't been working since 13 Jan. (means no extra income, means bank a/c depreciate, means i'm unhappy ): )

19 Jan and 26 Jan 2011

Jap final test and speaking test. im gonna graduate with a diploma plus which i dont think i would mention about. oh i hate myself. LOL

22 Jan 2011

went for NTU talk but then somehow in the end. we ended up at marina square's Kbox after lunch at hans. why are we always doing this sort of epic things uh, yijun and zhengyao. okay nvm, the talk was boring. HAHA. headed to somerset after that to pass weifei the uni stuffs. i realize i am very good at psychoing. but i always psycho people and end up taking another route. ALWAYS. then went to audry's event at scape and bought badges, which we... (talk abt this later)

23 Jan 2011

went for LY's event at scape. toured around orchard and then ended up buying takeaway at swensens. Caught Burlesque after that, and homed after dinner! (think burlesque is a nice show btw)

29 Jan 2011

Finally went to walk ard in NEX after K-ing at Hougang Mall's Kbox. First time i went for Klunch. (didnt know it existed haha) and SUJU is breathing same air as us. (quote ashley) and then supposed to chomp chomp but smth happened and i had to go off~~

30 Jan 2011

NEX again! with fam. we went to have CJ xiao chu! :D eh the food's nice. though i think the price is abit... im so hooked up on the buy a watch thing. I TELL U ALL THE WATCH I LIKE!

okay la look smth like this. but like not exactly the same. cos the one i like has a small clockwork at the lower part of the watch. that moves! the second hand. omg i like. HAHA. but no its out of budget. see only la huh. OH I FOUND IT. its here!

okay and that marks the end of Jan (:

*relook your life.

#243

i want to talk about life.

Are you one of those people who meet with setbacks and think of giving up everything?

everything includes life.

After having gone through so many happenings last year,

I realized that nothing is going to ever be strong enough to put you down, except yourself.

It boils down to your thinking.

If you choose to self-despair, and choose to not be able to stand up after you fall, even if there are a hundred of psychologists out there, none of them can help you.

Why?

Because you already made up your mind.

It's simple.

I know sometimes the matters that we are faced with might be overwhelming, we might not be able to face it right away,

we might hide.

we might push it aside.

but it's not a long term solution,

because something would happen to trigger off the tears again.

but it's perfectly alright to push it aside till you can find a solution.

I do it all the time.

What is really important is that you must be able to face up to your emotions each time.

You think anyone really cares if you died today?

yeah they will, but what's the use then?

you ended every suffering for yourself.

but you passed them all onto those people who cared for you.

There are people out there,

fighting for their dear life.

people who really live life like there is no tomorrow.

Fact is,

we could all do this.

All we've gotta do is be contented.

It's really a simple concept.

But people seem to always do things the complicated way.

I think we should all slow down and relook our own lives.