#82

i dunno what to do.
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i didnt go to school today,
my nose.
argh,
im irritated already...
i happened to chance upon this song.
called when the rain falls.
its really nice and soothing.
not bad song la.

must people really give up something in order to grow up? must people start to see things complicatedly? must they quarrel over the smallest things? must they have silent treatment? must they have cold war? must they get upset over monetary matters? must career be all that matters?
im tired of all this.
really tired.
let xiaopei sleep and she will be fine.
i dunno how to help you.
i.
i feel so useless.
is there no way that i can make you feel better.
i really hate this.
why dont i have enough willpower to help us,
to help us through it all.
i feel so sick of entertaining people.
i am drained.
where have u gone...