#266

With every bit of little fame i have (yes i am under the delusion that i have a bit of fame), i have decided to give whatever minutes of fame i have in my hands to this guy i met on the train yesterday. *inserts squeals here*
How romantic.

He was a really... (sorry to burst my own bubble even) rude guy.
i mean seriously, which guy can be SO crude in such a public place.
It was a train carriage of idk maybe at least 20 cabins and of the so many cabins, i HAD to meet him.
there were so many doors and he had to step through that door that i went through.
At around 11pm on a friday night, the train was relatively full.
Yes it would make sense for people to move in while they should.
Yes you do have the right to ask people to move in.
Yes it is doing the whole society a big help for voicing out your concerns on people not moving their asses to the middle of the train.

BUT
NO its not alright to shout really loudly in the train and hurl abusive language after that.
NO it isn't alright to push people (rudely i might add) to make your way through wherever you want to go.
NO it isn't alright to glare at your friend when she was hinting that you were going too far (which you definitely were, in terms of your words, not your movement to the middle of the train)

and you know what was the biggest NO-NO? you shouldn't make that move to go towards the middle of the train half-heartedly. Go on, asshole, move on straight to the middle of the train like you said people should, instead of pushing your way past people only to stand like. behind me. That means what? I was standing in front of the second person on the train seat. That is fyi not the middle of the train.
SEE, another basketcase who does not practise what he preaches.

I was really mad at him saying the cb word in public so freely. I mean, does he even know the meaning of the word? Or he doesn't mind girls scolding lj. who am i kidding, he probably uses that word as freely as the word cb. It really speaks very negatively of a person who uses such words in the public. Couldn't you be more civilised? Why are you so mad anyway? That's the way it is to take trains in SG, cope with it dude. If you want to do something about it then go ahead, but do it nicely. Things would be so different if you actually asked people to move in nicely. People would look up to you.

That's just how it is. I would even feel embarrassed because i was not right smack in the middle of the train. But all i felt was anger and distaste towards him after his little dramatic fiasco. There were all sorts of people in the train, those who had a long day at work, those going out to have fun, those going home after having a night out with friends. They don't have to deal with your little uproar about not moving in the train. Well, they should move in and they might have not, because of whatever reasons they might have. But you didn't have to spoil their whole night.

You spoilt mine.

I hope you were embarrassed. I would be embarrassed at myself. bursting out all of the sudden and having a whole lot of people stare at me, and having the person in front of me cursing me silently while really holding her tongue because she really wanted to start off with her long lecture on how you should go take up some language lessons so that they aren't so colorful.

WHY OH WHY. WHY DO PEOPLE LIKE YOU EXIST TO MAKE ME DISLIKE YOU?

PS i dont actually remember his face anymore. but i'm upset with his really rude outburst after a few hours shift of work (where some customers were seriously mean) - yeah, all anger directed towards him as a result.