#108

finally back from hiatus.
today is e learning day. i have so far finished BCOMM and bstats got nothing important to do.
still have,
OBSE, ITB, and
i really got no mood.
at times like this, i really wish.
but.
nvm.
its over.
no questions asked.
hope.
the fear of it.
maybe one day i will look back, and smile.
maybe.
or i might never look back again,
and find my own, new smile.
there is a reason.
for everything.
a pity.
no one understands.
the saddening fact is.
it really feels that way now.
i dont wish to create anymore new memories.
i know the happy me is hiding somewhere.
but i dont have the intention of bringing it out, yet.
until i find myself.
until i find the purpose.
this isnt what i want,
and i have to bring it back to track,
only i can do that.
its not what i wanted.
and i know it now.
i dont know how to bring myself back to track yet.
until i know,
i will never be happy.
SCREAM.
im currently having.
an identity crisis...
thanks man.everyone forgot.why am i still holding on to anything.
:(
you dont understand, no u dont.