#65

the following is a funny extract from aconversation with a baka and another friend.
*note. a calamari is a sotong ring.
a hidamari is a nod head thing
*pay special attention to the two words highlighted in bold in their respective colors*
HAVE FUN LAUGHING

XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:44 AM):
show u super cute de
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:44 AM):


look like hidamari right?
[enli] says (12:44 AM):

: : ashley : : says (12:44 AM):
ok only leh
: : ashley : : says (12:44 AM):
lols
[enli] says (12:44 AM):
i really vomit blood talking to u all
: : ashley : : says (12:44 AM):
lol
[enli] says (12:46 AM):
calamari?
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:46 AM):
HIDAMARI LA
[enli] says (12:46 AM):
wher got looklike calamari la
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:46 AM):
WAT CALAMARI
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:46 AM):
I SLAP YOU AH
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:47 AM):
WTHELL?!
[enli] says (12:47 AM):
wat is hidamari
: : ashley : : says (12:47 AM):
LOL
: : ashley : : says (12:47 AM):
so super ji dong
: : ashley : : says (12:47 AM):
wads hidamari
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:47 AM):
*FAINT*
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:47 AM):
HIDAMARI IS THE NOD HEAD THING
[enli] says (12:47 AM):
ohh
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:47 AM):
SOLD IN ACTION CITY
[enli] says (12:47 AM):
i tot u say calamari
[enli] says (12:47 AM):
haha
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:47 AM):
WTHELL!
: : ashley : : says (12:47 AM):
LOL
[enli] says (12:47 AM):
haha
: : ashley : : says (12:47 AM):
SHE REALLY GENERATION GAP
: : ashley : : says (12:47 AM):
PLUS BLIND
: : ashley : : says (12:48 AM):
DUNNO WAD SHE SEEING
[enli] says (12:48 AM): *dunno what she say, its an emoticon*
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:48 AM):
HAHAHAHAHAHA
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:48 AM):
i laugh till i am crying now
: : ashley : : says (12:48 AM): huh?
: : ashley : : says (12:48 AM):
why??
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:49 AM):
laugh too much will cry de
: : ashley : : says (12:49 AM):
why laugh
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:49 AM):
i think frm now on i see calamari...
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:49 AM):
it wont be the same anymore
: : ashley : : says (12:49 AM):
LOL!
[enli] says (12:49 AM):
y?
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:49 AM):
just wont be the same
[enli] says (12:50 AM):
y?
: : ashley : : says (12:50 AM):
bcos of wad u say lah
[enli] says (12:50 AM):
later u serve customer calamari
[enli] says (12:50 AM):
u say hidamari
[enli] says (12:50 AM):
hahaha
[enli] says (12:50 AM):
one fried hidamari
[enli] says (12:50 AM):
haha
[enli] says (12:50 AM):
one grilled hidamari
: : ashley : : says (12:51 AM):
asdfghjkl
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:51 AM):
HAHAHA
XiaoPei, the Random. vice president of the i-dun-want-a-bf-club [[puffed and huffed]] says (12:51 AM):
this conver is gg up my blog
: : ashley : : says (12:51 AM):
LOL
[enli] says (12:51 AM):
no~~~~~~

anything else after this sentence is CENSORED.
hahahaha

#64

TAG REPLIES : D

YIANPING: ahhaha, got ur point
™yaиliиg (._.*): what! what stranger. do i look tht different....
Endy: what kind of tag is this man, JUNDONG! >.<

yijun: dun sorry le la!
darren: dun have le! peace!

joan quek : linked! ^^, cheered up!

™yaиliиg (._.*): yeaps, cheered up! ^^
JOANNE {: Hello WEIRDOOOOOO. >.< study hard for ur exams!

okays, i shall blog about what happened.
today i went to meet nithiya and haslinda to teach nithiya AMATH.
we sat at the children section of the lib.
super funny.
then after that, we walked around
and we went to long john silver to eat.

a few days ago, i met up with ashley and joyce and we went to sakae to eat.
hahaha
eat until
SUPER FULL.

okays, i dunno what to say le.
byebye

(got smth about work i wanna blog abt, next time then blog)

first of all.
*drum roll*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST, MOST LOVED, PERSON WHO IS IN AUSTRALIA!

JO TAN

omg, you are missed...

:(:(:(

i really wanna flyyyyyyy to aust to see you now man.

why not u fly back to sg to meet me?

hehe.

u having holis soon ya.

hahahha

ohya, another fren's bday today...

ZHISHENG

happy birthday!! lol. fellow rivervalley sufferer. hahahaha

lalalala lalalala ELMO's WORLD~!
oh man.
i am bored, bored to the maxxxx.
*itchy fingers feel like match making*
teeheeeeeeeeheeeeeee.
omg, i really cant rmb what happened recently.
o.o
DUN remind me of my superb memory.
thanks.
i shall reply tags when i am less bored...........

#63

i forgot to post about macdonald thing!
what is the website to complain about macdonald service?
i am super pissed off with the service crew staff SUHA there can.
ashley and me went there after work for mudpie mcflurry.
SUPER DISAPPOINTED IN THEIR LOUSY SERVICE.
now complaining already. letter typed out almost one page.
but i wont mention that girl name in the letter.

#62

today,
slept very late, 4plus?!
woke up at nine plus because i was supposed to meet my fren.
she say she will be there at twelve plus.
so i thought, wake up earlier to join her earlier then she wont feel lonely.
in the end, at eleven plus twelve receive her msg telling me that she will be late.
i thought she meant tht she will only be there at one instead of twelve plus.
so i was thinking, okay never mind. then i leave house later.
later on the way reaching AMKhub alr.
she call me tell me she will be late.
like only one thirty then can meet.
then i hear background very noisy.
then i ask her where she is.
then she tell me she is at amk.
then i ask her why cannot meet at one.
she tell me she is with her frens.
then im like. dunno how to describe the feeling.
then i tell her one thirty meet lor.
but i am super upset.
because i thought.
today is my birthday.
at least for once after such a long time.
i dont have to go to one place.
and wait for the person i am meeting.
then after that, i was thinking.
mood already so bad.
might as well dont meet.
meet already let people see black face for what.
i know i am very stubborn.
sorry.
ended up taking bus 86 to and fro.
went to workplace very early. like 3.30?
was writing.
mervyn suddenly go to the table ask me to join in the seafood platter for 4 tryout.
in the end, i just go there listen to him talk.
._.
he talk finish then i go back to table 57.
after that start work already yanling and darren ong come fish and co find me.
lol.
yanling cannot recognise me.
._. can.
do i look so different in my uniform?!

hope is over.
my 生日is over.
without a single birthday greeting from anyone in the family.
i spent the whole fucking time in the bathroom crying.
and coming out from there pretending like nothing happened.
i cant take it.
i really cant.
egg.
i dont give a fucking damn about the fucking egg.
i rather i didnt know that it was my birthday.
原来失去希望的感受是那么难过的。

#61

TAG REPLIES : D

YIANPING: haha, no la. angry over something else.

okay, for today. got two things that pissed me off at work.
and one thing that surprised me at work.

FINE

shant write about it.


dad ask me how i want to celebrate my birthday.
somehow.
i dont know how to tell him.
i want a surprise from all of you.
i dont want to plan my own birthday.
i want you to plan my birthday like how i planned yours.
oh well.
i think it will never happen.
没有期望，才没有失望.
i really dont wish to celebrate my bday with me planning.

#60

i am so angry can!
okaay fine.
be angry!
i also be angry!
lets all be angry
and destroy everything!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
PFFFFFFFFFFFT

tagreplies only. (:

yijun: no use. she dun wanna talk to me. and she keep being sarcastic abt me to whoever she is talking to, also can say until my fault.
jingz: DYT dun wanna talk to you. HAHAHA
™yaиliиg (._.*): HAR HAR. dun need. >.<
yijun: super sian now can. everyday working
™yaиliиg (._.*): starting can. then now cannot le.
jingz: ^^
YIANPING: eh where got sia! say until like that. :'(
™yaиliиg (._.*): my daiyangtian wont jealous one. he very gracious. >.<

#59

lets talk about work today.
not bad la.
but got held back for like forty to one hour.
._.
briefing or something.
i dont really know.
but it just meant that our service has to be
better. then. the. past.
if you ask me, i think some of the stuff that we are required to do is simply.
stupid,
dumb,
and
kidiotic.
BUT.
its still a job.
._.
i kind of think the three OJE staff not bad ah,
lol.
can play ard with them.
today keep playing ard with khine and ric.
then wugui dan gao also.
lol.
my lips crack. very pain.
red.
its like putting lipstick.
ouch la.
really painful.
:(
im replacing leye tmr,
and in return she is going to treat me to....
*drumroll.*
FISH AND CO's FRIED CHICKEN.
. . . . . .
LEYE.
how can you torture me like this. :'(
their fried chicken probably has poison inside,
intended to poison me!
AHHHH!
how sad daiyangtian will be.
oh man,
:'(
._.
SO DRAMA CAN.
okays,
i met joyce after work to have pepper lunch,
SALMON....
COOKED DE.
hahahaha.
omg, the pepper lunch temptation.
then we had mudpie mc flurry.
not bad.
but i think i will stay true to mc flurry.
lol.
then we took 136.
stopped at kovan.
then i walked home,
heavy feet.
this house is becoming more like a hotel to me.
i just sleep there.
in the morning i wake up.
go out to work.
nothing else.
everyone seems so far in this house.
my appetite is coming back slowly.
yesterday i had seafood cup noodle!
so happy!
i dunno if its the numbness setting in...

#58

suddenly feel like posting.
so here i am.
should post about today ya.
i miss daiyangtian can.
because i have been working like 12 to 10 everyday for 3 consecutive days,
i got no chance to talk to him at all.
my fiance is being neglected.
>.<
shall not work so much.
LOL.
today work was fine la.
i didnt know the kitchen people also know how to play de.
lol.
this shows how much i know them.
the i dunno his name yet keep on calling my name weirdly.
elililizazabethbethbeth.
LOL CAN.
hear alr feel like laughing la.
mood also go up a bit.
then manager made lizzy cry.
:(
they comfort her can.
so nice.
then junxiang talk to her also.
cause manager dunno how to speak chinese.
lol.
then i talk to her then things okay.
SEE!!
the power of librians.
HOHO!
PEACE! ^^
junxiang keep wanting to hit my head.
thanks to joyce.
._.
she hit his head = he want to hit my head.
cannot la!
i not bai chi can, let him hit.
but he say only la. doubt he will hit also.
hahaha.
then he keep telling me dun angry.
haiyo!
i not angry la!
where got so easy angry de.
then i ask him why he say i angry.
then he say, cos i ytd angry with joyce ma.
lol. tht one play play de la.
he make me almost say out the reason.
like tricking me into saying reason like that.
lucky someone call me, then i stop.
if not, another person noe le...
lol.
then the king.
GRR RAR BITE HIM.
call me isabella!
walau!
elizabeth is my name can!
call me xiaopei if u cant pronounce my eng name la!
isabella.
the worst thing is i respond to it!


but i really dun wanna stay at home.
facing you.
:(
you know how depressed you make me?
bet you dont.
i talk to you.
u ignore me.
ok fine.
ignore me till next next week okay.
forget about my bday.
forget about everything.
forget about me.
for the first time ever, i really want to spend this day alone.
like go for a movie alone, go for a meal alone, buy a present for myself and tell myself.
you are so happy because you finally got what you wanted.
._.
ignore me.
i dunno what i am saying.
i am going crazy.
crazy over this.
go count for yourself.
how many days has it been.
im sick, tired, bruised.
why is it that you get so upset just because i didnt go with you.
the funny thing is.
you only get upset with me, you only refuse to talk to me.
WHY.
if sister or brother didnt go with you now,
you would still talk to them.
you would still understand.
WHY the different treatment.
WHY the biasness.
WHY.
WHY.
WHY.
just as u are disappointed in me
i am disappointed in you.
i dont know what to say anymore.
you say i could tell you when i felt you were unreasonable.
but you dont even give me a chance.
not even half a chance.
i cant believe its hard, just to talk to you.
but you just dont understand.
i really dont want to be the one giving the love all the time.
i want some back too.
you are my mother.
i love you, but i feel that you dont love me.

#57

21 22 27 28 30

this is the sequence for class timetable.
i scared i forget.
write here better.


dun feel like blogging lately.

okay, so byebye.

#56

first of all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BIRTHDAY KID UNCLE TODAY!

RINALDI

hahaha.
work was so long today.
and i am so sick of it.
._.
humans, NEVER CONTENTED
and then i received a sms frm sy.
"You missed out all the fun."
AHHHH!
already regret working already
still make it worse.
>.<

today work was okayyy la.
except for the fact that two people paoto me.
make until the outlet know when my birthday is already.
OMG LA.
i still intended to go there for hot fudge choc cake.
now ah.
can dream.
i cant really rmb all the stuffs that happened.
all i remember is.
now ric noe my bday.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#55

today i woke up feeling so sad.
cried on the bus.
cried while waiting for time to start work.
im controlling.
anyway.
today although was a bad day for me.
it was a happy day for rinaldi.
we celebrated his bday for him!
5 bucks lei.
ike that fly away.
thanks to mervyn.
._.
he still ask me to give hundred.
siao ah!
the whole conver goes like this

mervyn: elizab***
me: huh?
mervyn: five dollars, rinaldi birthday present
me: five dollars?
mervyn: 2 dollars also can, its the thought that counts, but dont give me 5 cents hor.
me: i give one... (the rest of the sentence is drowned by his loud voice.)
mervyn: you want to give 100 dollars ah, also can ah!
me: *hands over a ten dollar note for a five dollar note to be returned* i wanted to say ONE CENT.


and then he bullied me.
>.<>.<

LOL CAN.
he early in the morning so hyper.
totally opposite from me.
if only i today also hyper.
i think they can tell i am sad.
cos ric later on got ask me why i so sad.
then they got try to cheer me up.
although you guys wont read this, but.
THANKS!
really thanks!

i did greeter for the whole day.
afternoon still okay la.
did alone.
not many customers.
i recommend the food till all the food for recommendation is SOLD OUT.
HAHAHA
super funny la.
recommendation is actually portuguese chili crab.
recommend till its sold out, cos only got 6.
then i recommend sambal fish lor.
they say got alot in the kitchen.
then i recommend till sold out.
hahhaa.
super funny.
TWO CARTONS LEI!
but never ever put me as greeter again PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
ESP if its with HERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

at eight plus nine,
table 21 got one bday rap.
the birthday kid.
RINALDI.
HAHAHA.
kitchen staff came out to play too.
then we all stand around table 21
and sabo rinaldi.
hahaha.
htoo led the bday rap.
super loudly.
louder then leonard.
hahaha.
imagine la.
leonard alr so loud.
we caused a crowd outside fish and co for a while.
the atmosphere was lively.
work finished on time.
hmmm, what else happened.
cant really rmb le.
wrote schedule already.
when i came home, i was talking to sy.
and he called himself dumb!
the conver goes like this.

XiaoPei, the Random.: did u forget tht i am on holiday now. lol
SiYun, the Blur.: omg
SiYun, the Blur.: bluff me....
SiYun, the Blur.: i dumb
XiaoPei, the Random.: hahaha, first time i see sy calling himself dumb lei. what a good achievement

SUPER FUNNY CANNNNNNNNN.

R4 card....

#54

okay, and so xiaopei is so blur. blur until she got the phone she wanted all mixed up.
she wanted a C702 at first.
because there was orange.
but then it was only 3.2 megapixel camera.
then she liked viewty a short while later.
cos it was touch screen and the back of the phone looked like a camera.
but then short while later she dun like it.
cos ....
there was a LG secret on the market,
and it was so chio and came with a 5 megapixel camera.
she change the phone she like to it.
then all along she thought that the phone she like before LG secret and viewty was C902.
._.
short while later, she didnt like LG secret anymore.
because LG secret the button very difficult to press.
then today when she went out.
she saw this super duper uper per er r nice phone.
the side is so damn cool laaaa.
and there is RED on it.
OMG COOL CAN.
but she couldnt seem to find the model name.
until much later when her friend pointed it out.
so silly of her.
it was C902.
therefore, she went one BIGGG ROUND and realised that the phone she liked was TADAH!
C902.

this is daiyangtian reporting.

lollolololooloool


C702

viewty

LG SECRET

C902

gossip boy translation

1. Gossip Boy
In one day, I can’t even count how many times
I talk about you
That you’re such an awesome guy
How girls keep you in their line of sight
You’ve known it too
But how do you keep acting like you don’t
Your features which betray nothing from your seeming obliviousness
For some reason, without knowing, I fall captivated

**I shouldn’t be this way
Always smiling around you, I feel like an idiot
Even with your words which hold no special meaning
Simply encourage the surge of my imagination
Could it be possible that you like me
If we’re already friends, would that make it possible for us
My heart which slowly grows bigger and bigger
Take responsibility, because of you, I can’t do anything**

Only when I come close to you
Do I somehow say something different
I become ill-tempered in vain
Don’t look at other girls and
Show some interest in me
How do you always act like you’re busy
I only want to show you my good sides
Somehow, it seems like I’m the only one who wants to receive love

**I shouldn’t be this way
Always smiling around you, I feel like an idiot
Even with your words which hold no special meaning
Simply encourage the surge of my imagination
Could it be possible that you like me
If we’re already friends, would that make it possible for us
My heart which slowly grows bigger and bigger
Take responsibility, because of you, I can’t do anything**

Be courageous, Tell him, I want to see you
Can you not reject me
This is the moment I’ve been dreaming about
Can you accept my heart
**repeat

tagreplies only. (:

™yaиliиg (._.*) : lol. very busy now
yijun:too bad the watch is mine
jingz: i am NOT dabain number 3!
joanne: you then nut. why u break frenship with her?
CHARIS: HELLO!!! haha, i am fine, you? how are you?
jingz: yes i can kill you. i am not in the dabian family!
jingz: eh whathell la. is that blackmail.

#53

NOTE: with effect from 13/09 of 2008,
i am not going to organise any outings and will refrain from outings.
therefore, refrain from asking me out.
i will not be online.
i cant be both a good friend and a good daughter.
and i think its time to make a decision.
i will be none.
none of all this.
i really need some time alone to myself.
all these is bringing my health down.
i have been losing appetite, sleep and whatever else.
i think its time to think of myself already.
you guys drove me to this.
i need time alone to think things through now.
however selfish it is for me to say it.
i ask myself.
are you people worth it.
the funny thing is, while i could promptly say that it is worth it in the past.
i now no longer am able to say everything that i did for everyone is worth it anymore.
i now feel that no one is worth of my effort anymore.
im sorry to say this.
but being there for you people meant that i had no time for myself.
i lost myself.
and when i needed someone most.
no one was there.
i lost faith in friendships on wednesday.
and i lost faith in family today.
this led to me being alone once again.
and this time, i dont intend to regain any faith.
not until i get an answer to my question.
not until i face the fact that my faith might be lost again.
i dont care if anyone reads this and get mad with me.
cos i am mad with myself too.
so lets all get mad with me and leave me to fend for myself.
like what has always been.
its always been me when i needed people around me.
since this is the case all the time, i think things wouldn't change.
not until i learn to believe in faith once again.
sometimes, giving your all means nothing to it isnt it.
and therefore. i decided to give nothing.
nothing at all.
leave me alone.
i am really tired.
and no one can tell.
why should i give my all.
on wed, mum asked me to go out with her.
i couldnt cos i had this thing i had to go.
in the end, this thing i thought was important was a disaster.
in the end.
i ended up getting the feeling that it was all my fault.
today, i told my friend to meet for my stuff.
my mum told me that she told me that she wanted me to accompany her to run some errands.
i told her that i was meeting my friend.
she said that i told her that this thing was yesterday.
i dont know what to do.
if i cancel this thing, my friend would get upset.
if i dont go out with my mum. she would get upset.
then i thought, i meet my friend in the morning, then later in the afternoon, i meet my mum.
my mum say since i wanted to go out with my friend, then dun care about the chinatown thing already.
so i thought everything was fine already.
then i went out with my friend.
later at two plus.
my mum called me and yelled at me, telling me how disappointed she was in me. saying how selfish i was, saying that if my friend was so great, i should ask my friend for my allowance, ask my friend to wash my clothes and all.
needless to say, she just hung up on me after scolding me.
i dont understand, she was the one who tell me never mind already.
why is she angry now.
i really dont understand.
and she is now ignoring me at home.
taking that i do not even exist.
why give birth to me when you hate me so much.
WHY.
why do you hate me so much.
what did i do.
did i not do as much or even more then them
why do they get so much more love and understanding from you
when i feel they never placed you as their number one.
do you know how tortured i feel?
do you know how hurt i am?
yet i have to pretend.
yet i have to act as if nothing happened.
yet i have to act as if i dont know what happened.
yet i have to act like a fool and get scolded in the end of the day for being a fool.
i must be so good at acting that now, i think i am a fool.
I REALLY DONT KNOW WHETHER TO BE A GOOD FRIEND OR A GOOD DAUGHTER.
you just cant seem to see that my attitude towards everything changed after that day.
i dont know how much you are hurting.
and somehow, now i dont care.
because i feel that the hurt i am feeling is worse then the hurt you are feeling.
you lied to me. you lied to me.
nothing more can be said.
i cant pretend nothing happened.
i really cant.
and so,
i decided to leave.

note: angry POST

let me begin with,
i think you dont know me at all.
for the first time ever in my life, i am wondering if i should work the following friday.
i dont feel like celebrating that day anymore.
i wonder if i should work.
i think i want to work.
i think i dont feel like thinking about that day.
i think i feel like spending the day alone.
i think.
i am sick of everything okay.
the only thing i am satisfied with now is my job.
that is all i have to say.
i wont talk about that day anymore.
lets just say,
i am a busybody who should mind my own business.
look.
i am upset.
and i think i have the right to show it.
since the beginning was my fault.
let me end this.
i will take full responsibility of everything since you are pushing it to me.
full stop.
i dont want to hear anymore of this.
i think i have had enough of this.
screwing up my schedule
and this is what i get.
you know what, i dun care anymore.
i quit all this shit i am getting.
no more of this.
i quit putting others ahead of myself.
i quit being nice to people around me.
i quit being a friend.
thats it.

#52

And so the internet is not working properly again. THE IRRITATING SICKENING INTERNET. THE SERVICE PROVIDER WHO IS PROVIDING THE SERVICE SHOULD JUST CLOSE DOWN AS I AM SUPER PISSED OFF NOW.
*note. I am not mentioning the name to save its FACE.*
CRAP MAN
SUPER PISSED NOW.
The day started off with meeting yijun. Supposed to meet at ten but in the end become ten thirty. Then after that we went to gym.
Followed by walking around in HOUGANG MALL.
I bought cooking mama. ^^
Oh man, I so want to buy the R4 card la.
._.
Enough of lamenting already.
then we went to buy some stuff to eat
sat there and talked about some stuff.
lol.
after that we went back home and i was addicted to my DS lite.
HOHOHO.
COOKING MAMA IS LIKE SO FUNNNNNNN
dun talk to me if i am playing it.
i think i will ignore u.
dun blame me then.
HAHAHA.
oh damn.
R4 CARDR4 CARDR4 CARDR4 CARD
I LOVE YOU AND I WISH YOU WOULD DROP FROM HEAVEN TO ME.
hahaha. happy dreaming.
and so i am meeting yijun on friday for breakfast at RP and to check if there is a R4 card for sale there.....
today was a lonngggggg day cos
I WENT TO FISHANDCO AMK TO EATTTTTTTT.
waited for joyce like one hour plus.
ashley was in a meeting.
and i am going to be in such a meeting on THURSDAY.
SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.
service was really not bad wor.
and people fei wen nan you.
WALAU.
i tell you.
SUPER FUNNY.
eh walau, i very kelian. they both got fei wen i dun have.
*not as if i care for it*
AHAHAHA.
i drew haruhi today! so happy.
hahaha.
hmmm, abt ytd.
lazy to update already. hahaha
and now darren ong's motto was actually written for me one. LOL.
talking to multiple people.
jc people. GAMBATTE NE!
i wont join u in the exams, BUT
moral support!

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

you know how much i dont wish to be independent anymore?

how much i want care and love?

its no longer the same. i no longer want to be like that.

#51

today. work is HORRIBLE.
i reply tags when i free la.
now is just a fast update.
work was actually okay one.
ACTUALLY OKAY ONE.
then people just have to ruin my day la.
i am really very upset today.
then i still have to go for some stupid dinner.
ALL THE PRETENCE.
I HATE THE FAKE HARMONY.
I HATE IT.
in the end, you threw the chance away again.

#50

yesterday was so funny.
i met yijun and wanjing at mac in hearland mall in the morn.
i join them at 12 plus in the end cos i needed to bring my grand dad to the polyclinic.
I SUPER HATE THE POLYCLINIC MAN.
service poor like SHIT.
dun wish to elaborate.
then meet them. everything no batt.
yj and my laptop no batt alr. wj handphone no batt too.
then play DS. wanted to go back put laptop.
then realise will late.
ask mother go void deck take from me.
then she say she fetch me from bus stop.
then at the traffic light, i was commenting,
if 25 comes, i am so dead.
*25 went past me.*
._.
THEREFORE.
i took a car to chase a bus.
STUPID MAN!
but also very funny.
the car stop in front of the bus.
LOL LA.
then work was okay la.
finish at ten.
i forgot to bring jacket, so me and ashley walk outside.
haha.
then we walk at traffic light she saw mervyn.
then we cross the road she saw king.
both i never notice till she say.
LOL. eye got stamp.

~*~*~

TODAY.
WAH. really siao man today.
EVERYTHING IS SO IMPROMPTU.
i woke up at eleven am.
supposed to leave house at that time.
then faster rush.
left house wait for bus.
managed to reach in time.
BAR RUNNER today.
same as ytd. but then ytd change to station C with khine.
quite relaxed la.
then work till 5 with ashley.
we sit there wait for joyce till the sky fall.
then she forgot to bring her uniform.
._.
then they extend me 6-10.
i okay lor.
then after that at nine plus like that,
thet thet tell me rinaldi call me.
i was like. hmmmm
did i take wrong order or something?
cannot be, cos i didnt take order lei.
then i saw joyce there.
then i was like. what is going on man
then i ask what?
then he wanted to talk.
then i saw the schedule book.
then i went.
"i didnt hear anything! i didnt hear anything! covering my ears."
apparently they think its funny becuase everyone standing there was LAUGHING.
tht includes joyce, rinaldi, junxiang and mervyn.
i didnt see junxiang at all lei.
funny.
is joyce tell me then i noe de.
sounds scandalicious.
lol.
in the end do closing la.
feel bad lei.
later all go home late late.
in the end i go home late late.
11.30 then finish work.
WAH SIAN.
go home got scolded lor.
but no choice ah.
rinaldi ask kitchen to make seafood pizza for us.
nice of him
but...
i very angry with one person la!
do closing then eat instead of doing closing.
its like watheaven la!
then still dare to eat at main runner station where i was closing
AND ask me if i want to eat.
YOU THINK I GOT THE APPETITE?!
okay, i am now back home.
I GOT MY NEW SHIRT TODAY
but must wash first.
okay, now in grp chat.
byebye^^
i reply tags tmr

tagreplies only. (:

yijun: dabian ur head!
™yaиliиg (._.*): yea, change again. i like to change. lol. its not rotting cos i got alot of time.
™yaиliиg (._.*)-->YP: HELLO! YANLING. i am not mad. lol.
joyce: MISS EMO!! i got alot of corners ard here. which corner u want, i dedicate it to you. haha
joanne: wait till that day comes, and you ARE a dodo
yijun: yea, i will!
jingz: dabian ur head. huh!
YIANPING: yea, im okay alr. feeling bettter alr. thanks! ^^
darren: haha, feeling much better alr. thanks! ^^ and you shouldnt let ur blog rot. lol
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#49

PEEEP PEEEEPPP!!!!
this is DAIYANGTIAN writing.
xiaopei today is very happyyyy!!!
for the very simple reasons.
she did many things today.
she woke up at 10 plus this morning with a sian face.
then she left house at 12 plus to go to heartland mall to buy her DS lite. the long awaited new family member of hers.
they dun have the colour at that outlet, therefore the console is only available at 7.30 at night.
so she went off after paying and went to fetch her grandmother with her mother and sister for lunch at FISHANDCOAMK. LOLOLOL.
manager ask her to work today but she cant because her ONE AND ONLY SHIRT is washing.
BLEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH :P:P:P:P
they had a really heavy lunch and the kitchen still give her a pan of chips.
hmmm, after lunch, they walked around.
xiaopei's sister left to meet her fren (PANGSEH KIA)
grandmother went out to smoke. (what a baddie!)
then they went to look at watches.
grandmother bought xiaopei a watch!!
and gave her and her siblings 50 bucks each.
after that, they proceeded to ngeeann poly to pay xiaopei's jap fees.
then they headed to grandmother house.
xiaopei drank yakault there! (original one. she prefers grape though.)
SHE LOVES YAKAULT. (her little secret.)
then she headed home.
when she reached home, she played with her cat and dozed off to xiaopei land.
she did not get enough sleep lately.
so poor thing.
okays, PHOTOS!!

her ds is charging. so no picture of it here.

POKEMON!! her fav.

the two watches!! they are so damn nice la.

she is off to watch WALL-E

#48

okay, and so alot happened today, and i am really not happy with many of the events that happened today.
i hate promises that are not not fulfilled. really hate it.
i really hate it that i am not someone that you really put as one of your priority.
i really hate that you dont seem to care a bit about me.
i hate all this.
i dont want to be the second tong jia di.
i cant help seeing myself as a second tong jia di.
i dont want to be like her.
i dont want to end up pitying myself.
i am really upset
but.
you cant see it.
i cant tell you.
sometimes, i wish i was a bit more selfish.
i wish that i can dont care so much about how you are feeling.
i wish that i can be more hard hearted.
i wish.
im really sad that my nose has been really bad today but you didnt even care.
you still made me walk around everywhere with you for the whole day.
you took it that i was complaining when i asked what time we were going home.
you really dont care at all.
AND I DONT WNAT TO CARE ANYMORE.

#47

TAG REPLIES : D

™yaиliиg (._.*): can see liao la. i change liao.
YIANPING: eh what la. he IS my fiance. u dun believe ask yanling. hmph
ashley: i dont care la. lol. sui bian. hahaha
yijun: UPDATING liao. aiyo, i didnt get to use my laptop ma.
joyce: YOOOOOOOOOOOOO. what should i call you. too many scandals. >.<

ok, haven been updating for the simplest reason. i dint get to use my laptop. and i am not pleased with that because it was due to my laptop being used when i got home. and i really dont like it. so there! i am really not happy when people use my things without permission la. really buay song.
hmm. what happened on 1st september. WAS HORRIBLE. work was @#$^$%&%(&(@$!% because there were a few servers and from there, they all dont know how to takeorder. i am supposed to do station B, but then, i was doing station A to D. ._. super busy probably because it was teacher's day. i was so tired. then the worst worst worst thing happened. my table 12 ran away without paying. IDIOT. I STILL REMEMBER IT WAS A GUY AND ONE SECONDARY SCHOOL GIRL. let me see you again and i swear i will BITE YOUR HEAD OFF. i hated you two from the start la. because you so cocky. then you left without paying. in the end manager have to cancel order. take as the table never existed. YOU KNOW HOW BAD I FEEL?! STUPID! iogehyrbgiuhitweyigluyiugyro. :(:(:(:( i hate #34 now because of you. GRRRR. serene was also quite angry because her shift so many staff dont know how to take order. i heard her complaining to maricar. haha. then on the 2nd, she complain to cheryl. lol. complain to cheryl that the day before all dont know how to take order except me. rashmi also know how to take order, but rashmi doing greeter. then we all had to send drinks also. super tired la!

2nd sep was better. turtle colossal and calamari working. then not that bad. but our service was not very good because the bar was quite slow in sending the drinks etc. then customers complain. but overall better la. finished work at 4 and went off. mother came to look for me. then i went to meet the two siao people. lol. WANJING AND YIJUN. the two dabian. LOL. *note. i am not included in the da bian family* we went to eat at hans then we went to arcade to play. played that violent game and yijun lose till kisiao. in the end i take over her. managed to so called get a tie in the end. but then the last one didnt get counted in. ._. so diao la. then we went to eat mac the hot fudge sundae. i swear i am sticking to Mc Flurry from now on. the only nice ice cream from mac. ._. the hot fudge so SWEET and sticky!! lol photos from the outing with them will be updated.

nothing happened today yet.